Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Waiting...

I hate waiting SO MUCH!

No word yet. What does that mean? Does it mean they are interviewing more people? Does it mean they need to go through all the red tape and get a contract ready before they call? Does it mean they've offered it to someone else and they are waiting for their response before they call me to let me down?

It's so nerve racking! Why don't they just call?

It went well, I think. Of course all night I just kept thinking back to stupid responses or things I wish I had explained better. I replay it over and over trying to analyze their reaction to things I said.

I try not to get my hopes up, but despite my best efforts I will be disappointed if I don't get it. But I have to remember everything happens for a reason, and something even better could be waiting for me.

Okay, CALL...

NOW!...

How about ... NOW!

now?
now?

... right... now?

Hey, if you readers have my home number and really want to mess with me, call the house phone, because every time it rings I feel like vomiting! Pretty entertaining.

3 comments:

carrie said...

hey. i'm sure it went fine. call me when you hear. i won't call you because i remember that feeling. everytime my boyfriend and i would break up i would wait by the phone and feel like throwing up when it rang and then feel like dying when it was someone trying to sell me credit card protection... love you!

trinity_ray said...

Tara got passed over for like 5 jobs that we thought were just the BEST jobs in the world at the time...the ONLY jobs in the world. Looking back now we're so happy that she landed where she did and her current gig is really better than all those others. You're right in saying that everything happens for a reason. Know that it will happen if it's supposed too and if not there's maybe something better out there that you haven't even imagined yet.

pjmomof3boys said...

I totally feel for you because I've been there many times myself. I'm sure you did great, but it's normal to keep going over things you should've said differently...If you don't end up getting offered the job, yes, you'll be disappointed, but I am 100% sure that it's because there is something even more wonderful waiting for you just around the corner.